Zita's Little World

Just a random series of thoughts that run through my head.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

NO MORE DRAMA

"HAMUHAMU PARTY"
"LOVERY RABBIT"
"SO CUTE ANIMAL"
"RABBIT SWEET CHERRY"


So if none of that made any sense to you, let me basically say that this whole "Japana-cuteness" thing is all fine and good, but for the love of God they need better translators. And that's all I have to say about that!


So life is good. In fact, that's a bit of an understatement. Life has been pretty great! Can't complain a whole lot. I've been ridiculously busy- stupid busy actually- but otherwise, there's not a whole lot of badness to share. So I am going to reflect a bit on why I think this is...

I have, systematically, eliminated almost all of the superfluous drama in my life. Now a certain amount of every day drama is acceptable. But let's be honest: enough is enough! And I guarantee you, I had had enough.

I am the kind of person who has no in betweens with people. I am either completely someone's friend or completely not someone's friend. And that's kind of that. When I realize that I've had enough with someone or something, I leave it behind and I don't look back unless I get a good god-damn reason. All that to say, there were a lot of aspects of my life last year that I had simply had enough of...so I cut them out.

This may not always be the best approach, but let me tell you this: Lately, things have been great. I have left behind stupid fights and arguments that had been getting to me for a while, I have found the ability to forgive while not being stupid enough to forget and have moved on from the general stupidity that occupied my space in this world for way, way too long.

So now I have new friends, I have a new apartment, I have a new-ish job, I have a new life, and I love it! Some of the aspects of the past have been carried over, but many have just been left behind. And you know what, I'm okay with it.

I am only now starting to realize just how bad things were last year; just how unhappy I was. It was pretty awful. But I guess the awful allows you to appreciate the great.

So, say what you want about my ghetto bar, my ghetto "I don't care what I look like for my morning- I'm in my last year of school", my ghetto apartment in a ghetto area of the city...this is the most ghetto I've ever been and I am loving every second of it.

Cheers to taking things down (including yourself) a notch!

2 Comments:

  • At 8:17 AM, September 22, 2005, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    ChiliHOTHOT!!!!!
    That is all.
    Love ya!

     
  • At 10:26 PM, September 22, 2005, Blogger J Rae said…

    I`ve got your japana-cuteness right here baby! I see cracked out english all the time here and it amuses me greatly.

    Miss you and our little chats alot. Email me when you get some free time.

    Jackie :-)

     

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