Zita's Little World

Just a random series of thoughts that run through my head.

Friday, September 16, 2005

Tee Hee- Fun with photoshop!




So I am trying to get the hang of my new MAC- I'm pretty computer stupid to start with, so this is far easier said than done- but nonetheless, it's what I am working on.

I have learned that you can do tons of funny stuff with pictures- sepia, black and white, cropping, stretching, the whole shebang has kept me occupied for hours on end just goofing off! Any way, this particular picture is a result of such silly games.

Good times,
Zita

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

More incredibly long rants

Broadening my horizons
Sep 14, 2005 11:45:13

So, on this eternel quest to figure out exactly who this "Zita" character really is, I often find myself drawn to trying to think outside my proverbial "box". This harder than it sounds, since often I am not aware of just how much the walls of my box cage me into certain ways of thinking and interacting. Certain behaviors, mannerisms, and beliefs strike me as foreign and odd since they are not my own. It is difficult to remember that just because a certain way of life is strange to me, it doesn't make it wrong. It's just different.

This is something that I know to be true- but it's so much easier to know something than it is to act on it. And it's so much easier to say "I'm not judgemental" than to actually be non-judgemental, or to say "I'm open minded" than to actually be open-minded.

Let's take music for example.
I've been on a journey of discovery with music for the past year or so. It occured to me, sometime last year, that I knew very little of the form of art that I love so much. I knew, and still know, TONS of classical music (which I really think everyone should give a fair chance to- there's litterally something for everyone, I guarantee it!), and lots in terms of musicals (which make even me a little nauseous sometimes), country (I can't help it if I'm a farm-town kid...doesn't mean I like it) and the Karaoke classics (usually done rather poorly). I also know a lot of french music and still adore it. But I knew very little about popular music in general.

My quest began with the discovery of The Doors. I fell in love with The Doors long before I knew who they were because of a cover of "People are strange" that I heard in The Lost Boys movie. But it took me some time to really get to know their music- beyond the typical "we've all heard this song a million times" a la Light My Fire. I made an interesting discovery with The Doors- most of a bands best songs are never the ones that become hugely popular. This was confirmed by my falling in love with Led Zeppelin. My favorite songs are by no means the most popular. In fact, I would say that Dy'er Maker is one of their weaker songs, albeit one of the most well known. I gravitate more towards The Rain Song, Tangerine, What Is and What Should Never Be and so on...not to mention their earlier blues stuff like Dazed and Confused, Communication Breakdown and others. I then moved on to Pink Floyd, The Clash, The Ramones, Weezer, Dashboard Confessional, Nine Inch Nails, Panthera (whom I'm afraid I'm not a particular fan of), Metallica, SuperTramp, Blondie, Nelly Furtado, Eminem, Poe, PJ Harvey, Kate Bush, John Mayer and a bunch of hip hop (again, not a particular fan though I can see how it has its time and place), to name a few.

I also re-united with my long lost loves from my days of youth: Nirvana, Pearl Jam, Moist, Live, Bush, Simon and Garfunkel, Leonard Cohen, the Barenaked Ladies (guilty pleasure), Rufus Wainwright, Harry Chapin (if you don't know who this if, FIND OUT- trust me on this one), Bob Dylan, Tori Amos, Ani Difranco, and so on...

My ITunes has such a diverse range of musical genres that I am constantly asked by those who share my network at work exactly what "type" of music I like. Which brings me to the point of my rant: Why do we have to continuously attempt to classify music in specific little genres and types. Shouldn't music be one of the few things that transcends box-like definitions? It's the epitome of emotional expression. Why do we have to compartmentalize it in logical and rational ways? I've never really categorized my music, so this whole thing is a very frustrating experience. I understand the need to classify eras of music, but eras generally have many defining factors that necessitate a distinct seperation (Ie: distinguishing Baroque Music from Classical Music- important distinction). But to try to break down genres that really don't differ than much from each other is pretty silly. So much music can be classified into different "categories" that it makes no sense to me to even attempt it.

And on that note, when you do attempt to classify music, it would be really, really awesome if you used terms that made sense. Categories like "Alternative" or "Emo" make very little sense. Alternative music is an alternative to what? To everything? How do you define alternative music? Silly term. And "Emo"- don't even get me started on how silly that term is. I have looked into it (I'm such a research nazi) and have found two different definitions for it. Some say that it is "Emotional Music" (wow, I had no idea that most music was so stoic!) and other call it "Emotive Hardcore"...again, terms that mean very little. So when I ask self-proclaimed Emo fans to describe it, they say "it's basically whinny punk" or "hardcore music on estrogen"- they describe it using fashion symbols such as scarves, horn rimmed glasses, and dark clothes, which has very little or nothing to do with the music. It is defined by the use of angst, sadness and anger (huh- so is a whole bunch of grunge, heavy metal and country for that matter). What it is NOT defined by (or at least HAS YET to be define to ME by...) is the music itself. No one has identified what makes it musically different from punk, or any other genre for that matter.
Is it the use of different instruments? Is it a vocal style? Is it a rythmic deviation from the norm and the stylistic use of syncopation?

I refuse to believe that an entire genre can be defined by a scarf or eye-wear. It's silly. I know that someone out there can explain to me, for real, what this music is all about. Because as a friend pointed out yesterday, when I was ranting about the same topic: "For something that you accuse of being silly and stupid, there sure are a lot Emo bands and fans out there". And he's ABSOLUTELY right. There are- but I wonder if anyone of them know "why"...and if they do, I wish to god that they will fill me in.

In the meantime, I will continue researching it myself- it will be my new all-encompassing obsession until I either a) get bored, b)find the answer or c)find a new project.

You know, it just occured to me- for someone who is so stupidly busy, I sure need a life. lol.

Okay, end rant now.

The song remains the same,

~Iridescence 

A little poetry

So, pardon this elementary attempt at poetry- English poetry is stupid hard for me. But at least I'm trying and Suzie has gotten a lot of attention lately.

Sometimes my mind wanders
Sep 12, 2005 20:33:43

Veneer- September 12, 2005- 9:30 pm:

I've slipped
Fallen to the ground
In a cold and broken
Heap

Your touch
just once was enough
This does not happen
To me

Veneer
What do you see?
Is it real?
Are you sure?
Veneer
Am I still here?
I'm not sure I know
Anymore

I'm sorry
I've faltered
You will not see it
Again

I'll stay
Hidden from sight
I will wait until I can
Stand

Veneer
What do you see?
Is it real?
Are you sure?
Veneer
Am I still here?
I'm not sure I know
Anymore

Don't worry
I'll recover
From this melancolic flight
And even if I'm wrong
I'll be damned if you ever know
that you were right

And then maybe you'll forget...
And then maybe we can move on...
Like it never really happened at all...

Veneer
What do you see?
Is it real?
Are you sure?
Veneer
Am I still here?
I'm not sure I know
Anymore 

Updating my blog

So I keep another online journal- and sometimes I forget about this one. So I thought I'd throw some of my posts from the other journal here to update this thing:

Iridescence's Blog > Measuring a summer's day
Sep 11, 2005 17:07:20

So the summer is ending.

I know it.
You know it.

Try as we might to deny it, wearing short skirts and no jackets
Freezing in the wind and the rain- pretending to be tougher than nature- it is slowly coming to its annual demise.

For most, the end of summer brings about a sense of sadness, of nostalgia, and a fear of the winter to come. For many, it is the time that we all return to our every day lives of school, work, and so on...the party is over and the sun is setting on the final days of being carefree.

Notice that I said "most". I am one of the notable exceptions to the "fall blues". I LOVE the fall. In fact, I love the fall almost as much as I LOVE the winter. That's right, ladies and gentlemen, I am one of those crazy Northerners who thinks that -20 is temperate and would prefer to ski than to drive to school.

There is something refreshing in the change of seasons. Many perceive it as a time of death. I disagree. I see it rather as the much needed nap you take in between nights of hardcore drinking. You need to rest in order to replenish yourself and to have the strength to do it all over again.

I find peace and beauty in leaveless trees, in ice covered hills, in strikingly cold winds and in softly falling snow. I guess you can take the girl out of the north, but you can never quite take the north out of the girl.

So, Come On Mother Nature: Bring winter on...the sooner the better.

The song remains the same,
~Iridescent

ps: Go see the film Crash- not the Cronenberg one, the Haggis one (not to knock the Cronenberg one- also a brilliant film, released